| Sunday, December 27 |
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what a week! i spent so much money on shopping as well as for tickets to The Killers on 24th Jan 2010 and Big Night Out on 3rd Feb. omg... i never spent this much before. hmmm. Hope im going to have a great start to 2010 with these gigs. this week went out alot with girlfriend. thanks to her for driving me around. i feel very grateful for her kindness. thank you dear. i am glad that sezairi won the singapore idol. i rather vote for him that the girl who is half filipino. she's not even a oure singaporean ah. bloody hell, this is a SINGAPORE idol lor. why would i even vote for her sia. sorry ah, i just dont like people from china and filippino because they steal away our jobs and think they own our country. anyway, im happy that i voted twice for sezairi because he really deserved to win. been wanting to start working out on my upper body. perhaps i should be going to the gym soon maybe in two weeks time. and if i need to train at home, i should make my own schedule. anyway, been trying to sell away my Ikea sofa bed... so far only one person who was interested but it faded away. haiz. i want money to finance a new Ikea double bunk bed. it will be a good investment as well and to manage the small space in my room.... hmm also, got other few things to get in Ikea... but im running out of money already. haiz. =( to date, i've already bought: 2 x ripcurl polo tee 2 x birkenstock sandals (one for me and one for gf) hmmm i dont have anything else to buy already. enuff is enuff. i need to save =) |
| Friday, December 25 |
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everyday, i sleep for at least 12hours. well my friend, this is life when you are on a super long holiday from work. i really hope to be able to walk, run and jump before february 2010 arrives. because i am going to BIG NIGHT OUT AT NATIONAL STADIUM TO SEE SAOSIN AND MUSE! WOOOHOOO!!! yes, spent 342bux for two tickets. bought it for my gf because muse is her favourite band and i've promised to buy the tickets for her as a surprise. i am so glad to see the smile on her face when she got the ticket... its priceless. =) there was something that i was not happy with Sistic. their agent charge extra 3 bux for each ticket i bought. what the hell sia. i just read the news yesterday about how Sistic and their agents in such query by the CASE for price fixing? well anyway, i hope Muse concert will be as great as how Incubus gave me the orgasm in KL back in 2004 and at Fort Canning Park on 2008. i saw Muse DVD concert live in Wembley and i already could feel the good vibes and their live songs are freaking awesome. ok, im just gonna get out of bed now and start my day... can't wait to go out later. =) |
| Sunday, December 20 |
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hello. lets round up my week! met my consultant doctor on monday. he mentioned that my bone fracture is healing as it is suppose to be. i saw the x-ray myself and i think it looks good. i dont need to wear the splint anymore! and the best news of the day was that i dont need anymore surgery! the consultant, on my previous follow up, told me i might need a surgery and the possibility is like 90%! thank god! so i was advised that i can start stretch and move about my ankle. will be going back for another review on 14th Jan 09. and my hospitalization leave was extended till 31st January 2010! i like! hahahaha another highlight of the week, i took the public transport alone on wednesday! i cannot believe how truly disgusted i was with singaporean attitude and behaviour. first started with the train ride from boon lay to tampines. i queued up to go into the train. people who was queuing up together with me clearly saw that i was with crutches. and yet the still rush in to get a seat for themselves. and me being slow, i was left with no seat. and guess what priority seat was filled up and it took THREE SECONDS for somebody from the priority seat to give up their seat. i had to stare at them and gave a huge sigh before one of them gave up the seat. the guy who got the seat, had to stand quite a long journey... and the filipino lady who sat opposite me in the priority seat, she sat till jurong east and alighted the train. what a bitch. once i was at tampines, another incident... stupid chinese boy who die-die didnt want to give way to me while i was crutching away. he walked into my path and expected me to give way to him. stupid mo-fo. so i spent my time with gf at tampines. =) it was great to be out of the house. had dinner at korean bbq chicken and it suck. what a waste of money... so hanged around at tampines one till it was time to go home and decided to take a cab home. so another incident here. queue was long and there were seats but i had to stand for quite sometime before i could get my turn to seat. but before a turn i could seat, why can't the person infront of me just let me sit down and she could stand up and talk to her friend... i had to stand for good 10minutes. i noticed there was this fat caucasian guy ahead of me like 4 people... and when his cab arrived, he did something that really touches my heart. he said, "hey you... i saw you were queueing infront of me just now... yes, you were infront of me. come on, get into that cab, i will take the next one!" but i kindly rejected him and told him that i was not in a rush. i was quite stunned that he actually called out to me and told a white lie in front of everybody so that me being handicapped can get a taxi first! he was like my hero of the day!! lol! ok enuff of complaining about inconsiderate singaporeans and permanent residents and china and filipino immigrant cock suckers. on thursday, i gathered my friends from NS for a short gathering cum to celebrate a friend of mine engagement. so headed to al-majlis @ arab street. had a fun night out with all the memories from my NS days coming back fresh that night. it was a night fill with fun and laughter. NS really makes us grow up but still do silly things. so ironic. i am glad that my friend and her fiancee love the gift i bought for them as well as the card my girlfriend made. =) so nothing much for the rest of the week except that gf takes me out for a drive to supper on saturday and lunch on sunday. thank you dear. =) |
| Saturday, December 19 |
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eversince i've been staying home, my body clock always make me wake up anytime from 3am to 4am. whenever i wake up, i have the urge to pee eventhough its just a little amount of pee. and the short walk from my room to the toilet gives me the freak sense if you know what i mean. as time passes by i no longer sense if it was my body clock that wakes me up... maybe it was something else. but tonight, it was different. i remember knocking off before 1am.... had a bad dream which left me with cold sweat. the incident which i skidded a month ago kept rewinding in my dream. i always thought that i was okay. but true enuff as what the psycho-trauma doctor told me, it will come back. but in this dream, i dreamt that i did not survive. the worst part was, nobody even cared if i live or die. so here i am right now at 4am having deep thoughts about my current situation. it makes me think that sometimes after all this while being at home, i am lonely. i sleep 12 hours a day and sometimes i will force myself to sleep even more just to pass the day off. most of the time, nobody is at home, even if parents are at home, i will be in my room most of the time. hmm.. |
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