| Sunday, January 3 |
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my first entry for 2010. i shall remember 2009 as the year i had or did: 1) admitted to hospital twice. 2) got my 2B license together with GF 3) got a bike and skidded two months later. 4) my first ever surgery and had metal piece + 7 screws in my left leg (for life). 5) worked a lot under tremendous stress 6) took my specialist diploma and completed it. other than that, same old shit and managed to stay alive. hahaha. but i did enjoy my year together with my friend, family and girlfriend. so on eve of 2010, GF fetched me and we went to watch fireworks. this year countdown was great. they closed the esplanade drive/bridge. it was a good move to close it! ppl can walk across and watch the fireworks. the fireworks was beautiful this year. took lots of pictures with gf. really enjoyed my time there... anyway, i really feel that the authorities did well in managing the crowd this year but not for vehicles. the crowd movement was smooth but cars/bikes were all stucked in the traffic. it was quite a massive jam. we couldnt even get out from out from the carpark where gf parked her car. we only moved out after 1.30am. spent the rest of the weekend with gf going around singapore as well as going to JB for shopping and eat. talking about eating, had a meat buffet at a friend dad's restaurant on wednesday. meat was free flowing for the buffet. the cook will go around the table holding the meat and serving to the customers. my favourite was the chicken... well spiced and had a nice flavour... i really ate alot of red meat too. felt damn heavy the next day.. and i think by this week, i'd have gained at least 2 kg. so here goes my 2010 list of things to do. 1) must go for more GYM session... do upper body cardio exercise 2) get a new job before june 3) get 2A license 4) be well disciplined in managing my priorities ok nothing much to say already. im actually blogging inside gf car right now at some multi storey carpark enjoying the clear skies. good night everybody. |
| Sunday, December 27 |
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what a week! i spent so much money on shopping as well as for tickets to The Killers on 24th Jan 2010 and Big Night Out on 3rd Feb. omg... i never spent this much before. hmmm. Hope im going to have a great start to 2010 with these gigs. this week went out alot with girlfriend. thanks to her for driving me around. i feel very grateful for her kindness. thank you dear. i am glad that sezairi won the singapore idol. i rather vote for him that the girl who is half filipino. she's not even a oure singaporean ah. bloody hell, this is a SINGAPORE idol lor. why would i even vote for her sia. sorry ah, i just dont like people from china and filippino because they steal away our jobs and think they own our country. anyway, im happy that i voted twice for sezairi because he really deserved to win. been wanting to start working out on my upper body. perhaps i should be going to the gym soon maybe in two weeks time. and if i need to train at home, i should make my own schedule. anyway, been trying to sell away my Ikea sofa bed... so far only one person who was interested but it faded away. haiz. i want money to finance a new Ikea double bunk bed. it will be a good investment as well and to manage the small space in my room.... hmm also, got other few things to get in Ikea... but im running out of money already. haiz. =( to date, i've already bought: 2 x ripcurl polo tee 2 x birkenstock sandals (one for me and one for gf) hmmm i dont have anything else to buy already. enuff is enuff. i need to save =) |
| Friday, December 25 |
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everyday, i sleep for at least 12hours. well my friend, this is life when you are on a super long holiday from work. i really hope to be able to walk, run and jump before february 2010 arrives. because i am going to BIG NIGHT OUT AT NATIONAL STADIUM TO SEE SAOSIN AND MUSE! WOOOHOOO!!! yes, spent 342bux for two tickets. bought it for my gf because muse is her favourite band and i've promised to buy the tickets for her as a surprise. i am so glad to see the smile on her face when she got the ticket... its priceless. =) there was something that i was not happy with Sistic. their agent charge extra 3 bux for each ticket i bought. what the hell sia. i just read the news yesterday about how Sistic and their agents in such query by the CASE for price fixing? well anyway, i hope Muse concert will be as great as how Incubus gave me the orgasm in KL back in 2004 and at Fort Canning Park on 2008. i saw Muse DVD concert live in Wembley and i already could feel the good vibes and their live songs are freaking awesome. ok, im just gonna get out of bed now and start my day... can't wait to go out later. =) |
| Sunday, December 20 |
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hello. lets round up my week! met my consultant doctor on monday. he mentioned that my bone fracture is healing as it is suppose to be. i saw the x-ray myself and i think it looks good. i dont need to wear the splint anymore! and the best news of the day was that i dont need anymore surgery! the consultant, on my previous follow up, told me i might need a surgery and the possibility is like 90%! thank god! so i was advised that i can start stretch and move about my ankle. will be going back for another review on 14th Jan 09. and my hospitalization leave was extended till 31st January 2010! i like! hahahaha another highlight of the week, i took the public transport alone on wednesday! i cannot believe how truly disgusted i was with singaporean attitude and behaviour. first started with the train ride from boon lay to tampines. i queued up to go into the train. people who was queuing up together with me clearly saw that i was with crutches. and yet the still rush in to get a seat for themselves. and me being slow, i was left with no seat. and guess what priority seat was filled up and it took THREE SECONDS for somebody from the priority seat to give up their seat. i had to stare at them and gave a huge sigh before one of them gave up the seat. the guy who got the seat, had to stand quite a long journey... and the filipino lady who sat opposite me in the priority seat, she sat till jurong east and alighted the train. what a bitch. once i was at tampines, another incident... stupid chinese boy who die-die didnt want to give way to me while i was crutching away. he walked into my path and expected me to give way to him. stupid mo-fo. so i spent my time with gf at tampines. =) it was great to be out of the house. had dinner at korean bbq chicken and it suck. what a waste of money... so hanged around at tampines one till it was time to go home and decided to take a cab home. so another incident here. queue was long and there were seats but i had to stand for quite sometime before i could get my turn to seat. but before a turn i could seat, why can't the person infront of me just let me sit down and she could stand up and talk to her friend... i had to stand for good 10minutes. i noticed there was this fat caucasian guy ahead of me like 4 people... and when his cab arrived, he did something that really touches my heart. he said, "hey you... i saw you were queueing infront of me just now... yes, you were infront of me. come on, get into that cab, i will take the next one!" but i kindly rejected him and told him that i was not in a rush. i was quite stunned that he actually called out to me and told a white lie in front of everybody so that me being handicapped can get a taxi first! he was like my hero of the day!! lol! ok enuff of complaining about inconsiderate singaporeans and permanent residents and china and filipino immigrant cock suckers. on thursday, i gathered my friends from NS for a short gathering cum to celebrate a friend of mine engagement. so headed to al-majlis @ arab street. had a fun night out with all the memories from my NS days coming back fresh that night. it was a night fill with fun and laughter. NS really makes us grow up but still do silly things. so ironic. i am glad that my friend and her fiancee love the gift i bought for them as well as the card my girlfriend made. =) so nothing much for the rest of the week except that gf takes me out for a drive to supper on saturday and lunch on sunday. thank you dear. =) |
| Saturday, December 19 |
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eversince i've been staying home, my body clock always make me wake up anytime from 3am to 4am. whenever i wake up, i have the urge to pee eventhough its just a little amount of pee. and the short walk from my room to the toilet gives me the freak sense if you know what i mean. as time passes by i no longer sense if it was my body clock that wakes me up... maybe it was something else. but tonight, it was different. i remember knocking off before 1am.... had a bad dream which left me with cold sweat. the incident which i skidded a month ago kept rewinding in my dream. i always thought that i was okay. but true enuff as what the psycho-trauma doctor told me, it will come back. but in this dream, i dreamt that i did not survive. the worst part was, nobody even cared if i live or die. so here i am right now at 4am having deep thoughts about my current situation. it makes me think that sometimes after all this while being at home, i am lonely. i sleep 12 hours a day and sometimes i will force myself to sleep even more just to pass the day off. most of the time, nobody is at home, even if parents are at home, i will be in my room most of the time. hmm.. |
| Monday, November 30 |
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hi. its been more than two weeks since i last rode our bike. I miss riding already... haiz. i was discharged from hospital on the 19th Nov 2009. after 5 days... felt like it was a short stay. thanks to the friend staff there and to my friends who visited my almost everytime during the visiting hours. without you all, i would be bored to death. haha! on 17th Nov morning while i was having my morning shower, nurse knocked the toilet door and told me to hurry up and get ready for ops. got a rude shock la and didnt had the time to calm myself down... yes I AM AFRAID FOR MY FIRST EVER OPERATION. so I got into operating theater... shivering ah... and my temperature shot up to 37.6. lol. anesthesia doc was so bo chap than the previous one i talked to. but he managed to save the plug on my left hand because some stupid old assistant nurse screwed up my plug and i think it got kinked. on the operating bed, the stupid old lady again handled me... told me to breathe on some equipment... i asked her what it was, she said oxygen. in my mind i was like telling myself. 'yah right i know what it was la old bitch.' lol. it took me three breathe and i knocked out. surprisingly also, before i knocked out, i did managed to asked the doctor what they are pumping into my plug... stupid anesthetic doc said oh its just some drug... and in my thoughts, i went saying it again, 'yah right you mo-fo, i know what it is... dont fool me cockernaden'. hahahaha next thing i woke up, i was shivering like mad as if i was convulsing... it took me a while to realise that i was outside the operating theater and it was freezing cold! damn it. i hate that feeling. the worse was having the endotrachea tube inserted into my airway. kena deepthroat siak. only after 3days then the sore feeling was gone from my throat. ten sitch, metal piece and 7 screws in my leg. haiz. 2days later, i got out from CGH with parents and thanks to gf and her mum to send us back home.. =) a day after i go out, amalina took mum's car and we went out to kallang to catch 2012. 2hours plus movie and it made my feet swell real bad! oh yeah, not to forget, i got a special private nurse to help me do some dressing on my wound. she is no other than my favourite person in the world, AMALINA! hehehehe. so yeah, i've been rotting at home all along... eat like once a day only as both parents working and i am alone at home... no food until mum gets home with food. thank god i still have my parents. i love them always. =) a week after i got home, parents went off to balik kampung and i was left at home with youngest bro. gf came over and we made sandwiches, salad and roasted chicken in black pepper and teriyaki flavours. she has a fantastic skill ah in making sandwiches. thumbs up for her! oh yeah, we were somehow on Twilight fever. caught a sneak preview of the New Moon on thursday night.... awesome la vampires and wolves! and at my place, we watch the first movie 'the new beginning?', again. haiz... i can't wait to get my fractured leg healed and make full use of my hospitalization leave. i've already set a target for myself on my career path for 2010. =) its time for a change baby. |
| Monday, November 16 |
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what the gwan? i'm currently at Changi General Hospital. wareded for a bad fracture on my left fibula bone and left ankle skidded from motorbike on saturday morning at kallang PIE. it happened so fast, i jam braked, wheels got locked and front tyre went like fishtail. i landed on my left and got my left leg stucked underneath the bike. i though i could pull it out, but wtf, i felt a crack when i tried to remove my leg. two bikers helped me up, push the bike to the side and brought me up on my two legs. tried to walk, but my left ankle gave away. i was at the first lane, most right lane. i pushed myself hard and got on the bike. rode it to the shoulder and stopped for a while. i kept telling myself all i wanted to do is to see my girlfriend. i dont want to call the ambulance or what. but i just wanna see her. so yeah, i rode slowly all the way to tampines. it was of course, painful but with all my might, i just kept going wanting to see her... thank god i made it alive and saw her. had some initial ice cold compression to my bruised ankle and wound. park the bike at her carpark and proceed to cgh. got into cgh thinking that it was just a bad ankle sprain, but no. a&e doctor said it was a bad fracture and i need to admit. i was quite sad and dissapointed to hear the news. i dont know how to tell my parents about it, but later when i got into my bed, i managed to pick up my courage and called mum. lucky she didnt panicked. surprisingly, talib's friend is working in the ward as a staff nurse & taking care of my section! thanks for taking care of me on my first day rachel! i just had to meet her here. haha. had a lot of xrays.... was on drip the whole saturday... then at 6pm, i was told to change into surgical gown and get ready for operation. i was shit scared la. my first time having an operation. before entering the operating theater, doc had a look at my leg again. it was too swollen and a no go was called. again, i was dissapointed because this means im going to stay longer in the ward and wait till tuesday for the next schedule. haiz. got back to my ward, my parents came along with my younger bro and his gf and then, gf came as well as my good friends. shakin, talib, irwan, 'ain, imran all came down to visit me that day. i felt touched. =) on sunday, amalina's best friend came with her. it was nice of her to fetch my gf to hospital to see me. it was fun chatting around and taking some pictures. all these things cheers me up while im sitting down here alone. =) lucky i got my parents to bring my laptop plus my starhub modem... so i could surf the net here. i cannot live without internet! hahaha. harith, my fellow soon to be biker, came down in the evening! haha. thanks for coming dude and giving me support. =) good luck on your first full time job bro! spend some quality time with gf at night... she wheelchaired me downstairs to the open space. talked with her till she got bored and she itchy hand and played with some of the wheelchair's knob that made the leg rest on the swerve sideways. and guess which side of the leg rest moved? the left one. when it happened, i dont know if i should shout in pain or laugh my ass off. hahahha it was painfully funny. lol. classic sia. today, a friend of mine from NS came. he's currently a volunteer in the civil servant as Traffic Police. i truly admire him. he has the passion and time to become one. aside from that, he is a good rider and humble. respect. i wanna be like him one day. so does my gf. maybe both of us can take the course together one day. =) damn... this accident really make me feel so stupid. trouble a lot of people especially my dearest girlfriend and my family. =( i promise i will make it to them as well as my friends. =) really appreciate your support. my dearest amalina really sacrificed a lot for me. i know she's exhausted and tired. and especially she has just started her new job. A BIG THANK YOU TO MY SAYANG! =) p/s: hope my operation tonight/tomorrow morning will be okay. =) |
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